heyhey

my weekend is gunna kill me.

i have loads of art to do in absolutely no time at all.

Football all morning for school and school hockey all afternoon. On top of football sunday afternoon and hockey all morning sunday . see my dilema? school is suckish

I do too much sport.

anyone else in a dilema as such? feel free to talk to me about it,

so yh i have 2 much homewrok and no time

cya..xx

ive recently noticed eveyone is going on about how they have SUCH good friends. If you ask me i think its abit wierd, if you are such good friends then surely they know you are? although it is nice sometimes to be appreciated. I think its nice but unnecassary.

each friend doesnt necassarily need a blog to themselves, waste of precious nothingness. A hug or a little chat is all thats needed but dont let this stop you writing about me. just dont do it about other people. haha jokes.

im sorry if this sounded wierd but tis my opinion so yeh

cya...x

new year resolutions

ok i decided to talk about the most pointless subject in the middle of january.

i have only just thought of 1! i know a bit late. But from now on i vow to do every bit of homework i get set at the weekend or the day it was set. Not leave it over the weekend to the last minute. This is because due to my stupidity i now have an essay to write in english for tomorrow(cant think of anything to write), a piece of history work for tomorrow (done that), chemistry sheet (need to do now) and a german diary entry to write (cant be arsed to do that), all for tomorrow and i just cant cope.

cya xx

so everyone is happy at the moment, but i cant help feeling sad . My mum's gone up to darlington near newcastle till thursday to clear out my dead great aunts house. Now do you see why im upset. I was really close to my great aunt and shes dead. Thats the second great aunt since christmas to go! i wasnt to fussed about the first 1 but not another aunt.

question. HAve you ever lost someone really close ot you in your family?

its not nice.

Moving onto a happier note everthing else in my world is good. Still getting stick for that red card but its all good. Matt won his u17 badminton tournament. Well done him. Pooley and jazz are happy and have every right to be. Dani should be ahppy after getting her braces off. Gregs just happy. and HAnnah and ellen seem to be happy too.
Although ginge is getting every1 to spend loads of time on their dram piece.
+ didnt give andy a mention cos he reali isnt happy no1 will go to town for his birthday other than yingo. poor andy.


I HATE ENGLISH!!!!and maths tests.

every1 shud try and go to andys on saturday. even if its only for like half an hour. but i cant say anyhting as im missing most of it anyway due to being in aylesbury for a football mathc wheere we will lose anyways.

k cya..x

19-23 and mistakes

1923 - A crap year for german history. Hyperinflation reached crisis point and the Nazis thrived on everyones misfortune. One United States dollar is worth 4,200,000,000,000,000 Papiermark (4.2 quadrillion); now thats a lot of money seeing as a dollar is equal to 72pence now! and you thought your life was bad. A loaf of bread would have cost those germans around 3 billion marks!

However 1923 isnt my purpose of writing this.

Originally i was gunna do a kind of diary about my not so crap week compared to the germans but ive decided im not going to talk about me. Much.

Ive had a decent week in the friends term:

dani im now doing fine with after our little endeavour at the middle of last term. We getting on well and payno reckons were going out, hes gay like that.
hannah now waves at me joyously everytime i see her, bit annoying but its funny and i wudnt want her to stop.
andy has been kind of organising next saturday but not 2 well.
as we all know jazz fell off her bike, which sounded funny but we all know its not really when u faint 3 times!
ellen ive made up with now after shes been really pissed off at me all week
greg and harris won their badminton
pooley is still going out with jazz which is a good thing (not that im saying that they r going to break up, im saying their a really cute couple!)
david and me r having jokes at the moment
but hutty's still a cock head JOKE! dont get stressed.
Love you all (except the guys them im just m8s with)
So yeh its been a good week.

However thursdays football didnt help:
As you all know we lost 4-1 and hoping to fix that tomorrow against wellingborough.
Ref cheated not giving us a penalty
Lowerson scored an own goal (would have been hilarious had we won)
Oh. and i got sent off. Lols

im hanging in there at school. Unlike megan who said she was going to kill herself to dani! no joke.
Tv continues to be funny but other than that I've had a boring week of not much.


However got to give Mr. President Obama a mention in a historic week.
The president, a black man (first ever) screws up his oath by getting it wrong!! wot jokes. i laughed so hard at that, when we remember this year as a historic year for american polotics we should remember the most pressured man in the world happened to screw up.

In a week where i got sent off I (and you too) should also remember:

even the most powerful man in the world, the man with that big red button, can make mistakes.

so i'll leave u with that thought

till sunday wen i plan to write my next entry and talk about saturdays match



cya x

Happy for once!

I AM HAPPY FOR ONCE!!

i actually had a really good day for no reason at all

it was a really average day and yet i feel amazing

nothing happened and my lessons weren't great but it doesnt matter for some reason

hannah does see me as a mate and thats my fault for being really self consiouce (is that how you spell it?) so thats good and andy won that percussion music award thingy so thats ok. and german was funny after jazz went to see MIKAEL who is ultra cool(not really) but yh nadim, me and greg found it funny but jazz was a little annoyed about it generally

SEE I AM A HAPPY PERSON SOMETIMES!!

lol not got much else to say so see ya
x

me and my darkness enriched thoughts

thoughts for this evening:

im hungry dinner wasnt enuf
im gunna get more food
shall i hv a mars bar or sultanas
ill go 4 sultanas (need to in my fatty condition)
god msn is boring 2nite
im gunna start my history (20:15)
wonder wot the liverpool score is
still hungry
history is shit
does hannah c me as a friend or not?
conversation with pooley-not mentioning wot about tis private
cba with history any more
yay liverpool scored
hustle last week was gd lets watch it agen
haha hustle is funni
shit everton scored
is stickibility a word?
lol at hustle
davids a twat cos liverpool drew
hustles finished wot to do now
news is on cba to watch it
history is still shit
i like issues by the saturdays 2 much
why is there a miley cyrus CD on my floor!?!?!
stupid sister
yay history is finished
TI with rihanna is sick
rihanna isnt that fit reli
that guy in twilight is gay (yh im talking to u ellen and hannah and jazz)
im tired
latin tests r hard
still tired
i like doublecrosss by malorie balckman


anyways that was a selfcentred entry but i reli dont give a toss

its ur choice to read it in the first place

im off to bed so im not too grumpy tomorrow

x

decided to write this 4 you...

k this is my first time of doing 1 of these thingys and i thought i might start 1 so m8s and other people actualy know wot i think of most of the time
i no that most of u think im a reli pessimistic person (but not as bad as hannah) and if uve known me since yr5 then u kn ow ive done some reli stupid things and regret things and think of them 2 much.

i cant help it. im just generally a moody person who takes things offensively 2 quickly. i guesss thats cos of my past and being quite short and being picked on but i cba to go into it. if u want to know just ask me.
k now im gunna stop being so self centred and grumpy cos i actually hv the best m8s evr.
i actually couldnt get thru each day without u lot. stupid thing but i actually decided i was gunna kill myself in yr6 it was that bad b4.

my m8s are the best thing that happened to me this yr and b4 then for most of u.
Im not gunna name u all cos u know who u r and add on people like hutty and hannah who probably dont classify themselves as my m8s even tho i involve them in this cos they are reli.
leave comments if i did this right cos im not sure how to do blogs and topics for other 1s are greatly appreciated. lols