Saturday, 25 July 2009

immaturity

ok today i saw harry potter 6 for the second time in a week. stupidly.

Quite enjoyed seeing it with david greg and god forgive me...haroon but as per normal yingo, andy (and ricky a litttle bit) ruined it for me with their never ending immaturity. What was a normal film turned into a very sexual film.

Now im not having a dig here im just commenting on the fact that andy and yingo and ricky have the ability to make anything funny in an immature way. I admit i do do it too (haha i said dodo :P) but although alright at certain times, espacially andy's, immaturity can be quite annoying and childish.

for example an immature friend is out with you for dinner on a double date or something. he acts childishly, you can only laugh, and your date doesnt want to go out with you anymore for acting in an inappropriate mannor.

I cant really comment but it is annoying when someone does that ALL the time, else they are in a manic depressive way ( look at franklin for an example)

that is all

Friday, 24 July 2009

ok i have decided to start this again after a few months of not bothering because this year is gunna be hard and i need to find a way of letting it all out and this seems the most appropriate.

last few weeks have been amazing with boring patches :p
France was the best even with a broken bed...no water....and no power for the first day. met some pretty amazing people from around the country and had some fun with them. Ricky grew on me as a person and we had a great time along with others like andy sharing a joke or 2 with me. todd and tom were alright as well i suppose.

swimming was great but better the first time this fortnight and harry potter with haroon greg and david was amusing.

a good start to the summer which should get better after my gran leaves after breaking her neck and goes back to living on her own 200 miles away from us....

okay more to come at a later date.. oh and btw greg ur question thing is pointless. just saying

cya.

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

please please please

house hockey tomorrow and i should be really happy about it. I organised it all. Our team is awesome; and we're gunna win

So whats wrong??

I have bloody glandular fever. :( :@ so annoying. Arms hurt loads when i move them so i might not be able to play. Which makes me sad. :( Looked forward to it ever since tuesday and been unexplainable excited. Now because my arms hurt and my mum says i need to go to the doctors i might miss the best chance of winning anything oatley have the whole year!!!!

IM really pissed off at the moment ... :(

x

Monday, 23 February 2009

boring sleepyheads

ok so its only 10 to 11...why has everyone gone to bed???????????

im bored as fu** here with no1 to talk to so i may as well just go to bed too.. :-(

stalkers

i was followed home today. i mean all the way. Scary as shit.

some man in a black anorak followed me all the way home from the busstop on manton lane to mowsbury park. I even changed my route. he still followed me. i stopped for a bit and he dissapeared but 2 minutes later i knew he was behind me still.


what is classified as stalking?

apparantly its:
To move threateningly or menacingly.
To track prey or quarry.
To pursue by tracking stealthily.
To follow or observe (a person) persistently, especially out of obsession or derangement.

So this was definatley stalking; but surely facebook and these blogs are stalking too then in a more mild way. We are following someone there. We look at someone's profile or read their blog and that is thought of as normal; but surely its tracking/observing a person.

Stop stalking people!!! If your reading this then your stalking me :( I already have one stalker dont need another one. :P

love you really :P

and just for the record....I'M NOT GINGER!

cya..x

Monday, 16 February 2009

life, carpe diem and shits

everyone is going on about how rubbish their lives are, and yes people do have bad times but you need to look at the good points and be optimistic. We all have great moments given to us by great people and we all have food on the table, its up to you if you decide not to eat it!

im not going to say you shudn't moan about lack of money or how bad everything is because i do it as well. Especially when its something really bad like me last week losing two phones and getting bollocked by my dad. Just people should choose to be more positive. for example downside i lost 2 phones positive i found both of them and felt fantastic having done so.

Life is full of positives. you just have to find them.

CARPE DIEM... for those of you who dont know it means "sieze the day," dont moan about do something to change it and live a fantastic life the way you want to no matter what anyone else says or wants you to do. You just have to say no and do whats best for you in the long run.

^^^^^great saying that "CARPE DIEM" i should take my own advice and live by it :P might help me be less moody.

saying this has made me realise just how much we take for granted. I mean losing two phones in a week thats bad for me but just think how much a child living in africa would give to be in my position, having 2 phones should be a blessing not a given as should everything else.

We hear our grandparents going on about how little our generation know and i agree. we are ignorant. even hutty who knows everything. We dont work for most of our posessions they are just given to us by our parents who do SO much for us that we don't thank. Reality is going to hit most teenagers hard in a few years when we are made to go to university and such where we actually have harder work and more to do-- make our own meals, wasing, cleaning, just everything people like me take for granted.

looking around i have so much clutter in my room that altogether would cost around a grand and i never use most of it. now thats taking stuff for granted!

now my rant is over im just gunna say to stop moaning and carpe diem.....

listen to TI with rihanna. Perfect example of this blog and i agree with it

You’re gonna be a shining star, in fancy clothes, and fancy car-ars.And then you’ll see, you’re gonna go far,Cause everyone knows, just who you are-are.So live your life, ay ay ay.Your steady chasing that paper,Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.You got no time for no hata’sJust live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.No telling where it’ll take ya,Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.Cause I’m a paper chaser,Just living my life (Ay!), my life (Oh!), my life (Ay!), my life(Oh!),just living my life (Ay!), my life (Oh!), my life (Ay!), my life(Oh!),just living my life

Nevermind what haters say, ignore them ’til they fade away.Amazing they ungreat for after all the game I gave away.Safe to say I paved the way, for you cats to get paid today.You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.Consider them my protégé, how much I think they should pay.Instead of being gracious, they violated and made you wait.I never been a hater still I love them, yeah I graze the way.Some say they so yay and no they couldn’t even work on Labor day.It aint that they black or white, their hands of area in shades of grey.I’m West side anyway, even if I left the day it fades away.Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.I’ll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.I pray for patience but they make me want to face away.Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.Been thuggin’ all my life, can’t say I don’t deserve to take a break.If you ever see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.

Monday, 2 February 2009

day of much whiteness

went for an even more different title than every1 else today.....

so basically 2day was good to a point. Snow makes everyone crazy and peopole think they can skive off school because its a bit cold...i mean u pussys!! im not saying i didnt want to stay home im just making a point. even though im definately not going in tomorrow if its the same. I feel sorry for those who arent allowed home especially jazz!!

it took me 3 hours to convince my mum to collect me 2day! greg, harris and david buggered off to bedford park like knobjockeys and i was left to antagonise my mum and piss her off with constant ringing.

at last she took me home and within 2o minutes i was out playing with my brother and sister using all the snow in our garden then moving out into the street fo that snow. was great fun hitting brunbo in the face a few times!! wen we got back to the garden after 2 hours in the close the snow had completely recovered and was good as new! miracles do happen!!

weve organised 2moz and snow day but i still think itll have melted and well be going into skl which wud be quite funny after all this effort!!

k cya....x

Friday, 30 January 2009

heyhey

my weekend is gunna kill me.

i have loads of art to do in absolutely no time at all.

Football all morning for school and school hockey all afternoon. On top of football sunday afternoon and hockey all morning sunday . see my dilema? school is suckish

I do too much sport.

anyone else in a dilema as such? feel free to talk to me about it,

so yh i have 2 much homewrok and no time

cya..xx

Thursday, 29 January 2009

ive recently noticed eveyone is going on about how they have SUCH good friends. If you ask me i think its abit wierd, if you are such good friends then surely they know you are? although it is nice sometimes to be appreciated. I think its nice but unnecassary.

each friend doesnt necassarily need a blog to themselves, waste of precious nothingness. A hug or a little chat is all thats needed but dont let this stop you writing about me. just dont do it about other people. haha jokes.

im sorry if this sounded wierd but tis my opinion so yeh

cya...x

Tuesday, 27 January 2009

new year resolutions

ok i decided to talk about the most pointless subject in the middle of january.

i have only just thought of 1! i know a bit late. But from now on i vow to do every bit of homework i get set at the weekend or the day it was set. Not leave it over the weekend to the last minute. This is because due to my stupidity i now have an essay to write in english for tomorrow(cant think of anything to write), a piece of history work for tomorrow (done that), chemistry sheet (need to do now) and a german diary entry to write (cant be arsed to do that), all for tomorrow and i just cant cope.

cya xx

Monday, 26 January 2009

so everyone is happy at the moment, but i cant help feeling sad . My mum's gone up to darlington near newcastle till thursday to clear out my dead great aunts house. Now do you see why im upset. I was really close to my great aunt and shes dead. Thats the second great aunt since christmas to go! i wasnt to fussed about the first 1 but not another aunt.

question. HAve you ever lost someone really close ot you in your family?

its not nice.

Moving onto a happier note everthing else in my world is good. Still getting stick for that red card but its all good. Matt won his u17 badminton tournament. Well done him. Pooley and jazz are happy and have every right to be. Dani should be ahppy after getting her braces off. Gregs just happy. and HAnnah and ellen seem to be happy too.
Although ginge is getting every1 to spend loads of time on their dram piece.
+ didnt give andy a mention cos he reali isnt happy no1 will go to town for his birthday other than yingo. poor andy.


I HATE ENGLISH!!!!and maths tests.

every1 shud try and go to andys on saturday. even if its only for like half an hour. but i cant say anyhting as im missing most of it anyway due to being in aylesbury for a football mathc wheere we will lose anyways.

k cya..x

Friday, 23 January 2009

19-23 and mistakes

1923 - A crap year for german history. Hyperinflation reached crisis point and the Nazis thrived on everyones misfortune. One United States dollar is worth 4,200,000,000,000,000 Papiermark (4.2 quadrillion); now thats a lot of money seeing as a dollar is equal to 72pence now! and you thought your life was bad. A loaf of bread would have cost those germans around 3 billion marks!

However 1923 isnt my purpose of writing this.

Originally i was gunna do a kind of diary about my not so crap week compared to the germans but ive decided im not going to talk about me. Much.

Ive had a decent week in the friends term:

dani im now doing fine with after our little endeavour at the middle of last term. We getting on well and payno reckons were going out, hes gay like that.
hannah now waves at me joyously everytime i see her, bit annoying but its funny and i wudnt want her to stop.
andy has been kind of organising next saturday but not 2 well.
as we all know jazz fell off her bike, which sounded funny but we all know its not really when u faint 3 times!
ellen ive made up with now after shes been really pissed off at me all week
greg and harris won their badminton
pooley is still going out with jazz which is a good thing (not that im saying that they r going to break up, im saying their a really cute couple!)
david and me r having jokes at the moment
but hutty's still a cock head JOKE! dont get stressed.
Love you all (except the guys them im just m8s with)
So yeh its been a good week.

However thursdays football didnt help:
As you all know we lost 4-1 and hoping to fix that tomorrow against wellingborough.
Ref cheated not giving us a penalty
Lowerson scored an own goal (would have been hilarious had we won)
Oh. and i got sent off. Lols

im hanging in there at school. Unlike megan who said she was going to kill herself to dani! no joke.
Tv continues to be funny but other than that I've had a boring week of not much.


However got to give Mr. President Obama a mention in a historic week.
The president, a black man (first ever) screws up his oath by getting it wrong!! wot jokes. i laughed so hard at that, when we remember this year as a historic year for american polotics we should remember the most pressured man in the world happened to screw up.

In a week where i got sent off I (and you too) should also remember:

even the most powerful man in the world, the man with that big red button, can make mistakes.

so i'll leave u with that thought

till sunday wen i plan to write my next entry and talk about saturdays match



cya x



Tuesday, 20 January 2009

Happy for once!

I AM HAPPY FOR ONCE!!

i actually had a really good day for no reason at all

it was a really average day and yet i feel amazing

nothing happened and my lessons weren't great but it doesnt matter for some reason

hannah does see me as a mate and thats my fault for being really self consiouce (is that how you spell it?) so thats good and andy won that percussion music award thingy so thats ok. and german was funny after jazz went to see MIKAEL who is ultra cool(not really) but yh nadim, me and greg found it funny but jazz was a little annoyed about it generally

SEE I AM A HAPPY PERSON SOMETIMES!!

lol not got much else to say so see ya
x

Monday, 19 January 2009

me and my darkness enriched thoughts

thoughts for this evening:

im hungry dinner wasnt enuf
im gunna get more food
shall i hv a mars bar or sultanas
ill go 4 sultanas (need to in my fatty condition)
god msn is boring 2nite
im gunna start my history (20:15)
wonder wot the liverpool score is
still hungry
history is shit
does hannah c me as a friend or not?
conversation with pooley-not mentioning wot about tis private
cba with history any more
yay liverpool scored
hustle last week was gd lets watch it agen
haha hustle is funni
shit everton scored
is stickibility a word?
lol at hustle
davids a twat cos liverpool drew
hustles finished wot to do now
news is on cba to watch it
history is still shit
i like issues by the saturdays 2 much
why is there a miley cyrus CD on my floor!?!?!
stupid sister
yay history is finished
TI with rihanna is sick
rihanna isnt that fit reli
that guy in twilight is gay (yh im talking to u ellen and hannah and jazz)
im tired
latin tests r hard
still tired
i like doublecrosss by malorie balckman



anyways that was a selfcentred entry but i reli dont give a toss

its ur choice to read it in the first place

im off to bed so im not too grumpy tomorrow

x


decided to write this 4 you...

k this is my first time of doing 1 of these thingys and i thought i might start 1 so m8s and other people actualy know wot i think of most of the time
i no that most of u think im a reli pessimistic person (but not as bad as hannah) and if uve known me since yr5 then u kn ow ive done some reli stupid things and regret things and think of them 2 much.

i cant help it. im just generally a moody person who takes things offensively 2 quickly. i guesss thats cos of my past and being quite short and being picked on but i cba to go into it. if u want to know just ask me.
k now im gunna stop being so self centred and grumpy cos i actually hv the best m8s evr.
i actually couldnt get thru each day without u lot. stupid thing but i actually decided i was gunna kill myself in yr6 it was that bad b4.

my m8s are the best thing that happened to me this yr and b4 then for most of u.
Im not gunna name u all cos u know who u r and add on people like hutty and hannah who probably dont classify themselves as my m8s even tho i involve them in this cos they are reli.
leave comments if i did this right cos im not sure how to do blogs and topics for other 1s are greatly appreciated. lols